Today is 9th december 2006. Lots of things happen le. Somemore i am going to reservist soon on monday. Haiz... Argue with dear again.. sorry i have to do this that always force you like a robot to do all that. but have to do wats right and wrong, what is right and wrong i also dunno. Cause seriously speaking is that its up to what and how you think. Yes you think by not going home all that is right or should i say you are scared to go there.
I wish that you can also stay with me, at night watch mr bean, hard gay, power ranger, all sorts of crap tat make us laugh like crazy always.....Only can say is why can't we do that? no one understands it cause of your age. And if you dun wan to wait, its not your fault and hope you wun think that way. I understand you but i cannot bear to see you get into trouble and regret it later on. Right now is 3.15pm.... when you message me are we counted break or haven, really break my heart le and that i still love you yes i do but really dunno what to do but say haven. and i really do not want to break up.
"Just for me being me, i only can guide you that what adults think and what they wan cause i am in the middle. if i'm in adult thinking, i die die sure want you to do the correct thing and make you dun regret your future, telling you that you still have a future and dun waste it.
If i am a kid, i will wan you to stay with me, watch power ranger, laugh with you. make you laugh, you pinch mi i pinch you all that, look into your eyes and see the eyes that love me and glare at you back saying dun leave me ever and dun tink i dun care about you than saying i love you. "
All i am saying is i am stuck sometimes dunno which side to change my self into. Just like making decision and is it wrong anot. But all i can say that all my decision is base on my character and thats me. Cause i may let you do things. But If you do things that are wrong in my opinion than tats where i only can keep telling you its wrong and hope you understand that cannot means cannot. I sometimes really hate myself for doing that as its wrong to say that you cannot do this cannot do that and making you feel like a remote control care while i am the remote. I really dun mean to do that.
Anyway dear.. Wherever you are, hope you are safe and nothing happen to you. Dun say that you are anything de than dun care dun care about what people going to do to you. As i only hope that you can do what you like, smile always and be happy really. I cannot do much about anything or cannot even do anything. This is much worst for me as the only person that can do something is you yourself. I love you and i always do even now. I dun want to pressure you le.
Hope you can be happy ba.
I wish that you can also stay with me, at night watch mr bean, hard gay, power ranger, all sorts of crap tat make us laugh like crazy always.....Only can say is why can't we do that? no one understands it cause of your age. And if you dun wan to wait, its not your fault and hope you wun think that way. I understand you but i cannot bear to see you get into trouble and regret it later on. Right now is 3.15pm.... when you message me are we counted break or haven, really break my heart le and that i still love you yes i do but really dunno what to do but say haven. and i really do not want to break up.
"Just for me being me, i only can guide you that what adults think and what they wan cause i am in the middle. if i'm in adult thinking, i die die sure want you to do the correct thing and make you dun regret your future, telling you that you still have a future and dun waste it.
If i am a kid, i will wan you to stay with me, watch power ranger, laugh with you. make you laugh, you pinch mi i pinch you all that, look into your eyes and see the eyes that love me and glare at you back saying dun leave me ever and dun tink i dun care about you than saying i love you. "
All i am saying is i am stuck sometimes dunno which side to change my self into. Just like making decision and is it wrong anot. But all i can say that all my decision is base on my character and thats me. Cause i may let you do things. But If you do things that are wrong in my opinion than tats where i only can keep telling you its wrong and hope you understand that cannot means cannot. I sometimes really hate myself for doing that as its wrong to say that you cannot do this cannot do that and making you feel like a remote control care while i am the remote. I really dun mean to do that.
Anyway dear.. Wherever you are, hope you are safe and nothing happen to you. Dun say that you are anything de than dun care dun care about what people going to do to you. As i only hope that you can do what you like, smile always and be happy really. I cannot do much about anything or cannot even do anything. This is much worst for me as the only person that can do something is you yourself. I love you and i always do even now. I dun want to pressure you le.
Hope you can be happy ba.
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11:18 PM
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