Hmm.. long time never write also le. What should i say ah~? i'm the bastard who make me laopo sad always, play games than make her tu lang.. but than i know i very bad sometimes than dunno how to be a good stead also. Ming Zi Dao she dun like me to play but sometimes cannot control myself also ... i sux man.

Today go out wif mike than daniel sick but than we go play lan.. sure make her more tu lang... dunno wats wrong with me also. might as well cross the road than get bang by car than hand broken than cannot play game also de best! ....hmmm... now know she sure dun wanna tok to me or avoid me cause even she tell me to have fun outside but i know she sure heart break de.. than i dun play she tell me to play than i play also wrong, dun play she thinks shes in the wrong to control me, than will scared to disturb me than i dun wan that to happen than feel like not playing but if i dun play things happen again.. than if i play she will avoid me i guess..... than arghhh........sianz diao!~!~!~!~ hope everything will be fine ba i hope. cause still loving her also. sometimes really hope she wun scared of me and than we have fun being together rather than like now scared to disturb each other.


Baby dear~ Hope u will not angry with me. Only know i love you so if really one day if u meet someone u tink is your more better choice or treat u better than mi, the bastard that always bully u... i dun wanna force u also. If you still love me, bu yao bu li wo.... and dun let me go also. I love you!!!! today thinking alot also.... than scared what will happen if really something happen. I know that i still trust you that you wun leave me, but than i dun trust myself in treating you better .. kinda sux i know cause i really sux~

Lao po... really hope u wun gib me up.


~SigneD!~™
-Xi@oZhu`(>o<)`™