My Longest

Hmmm.. .dear dear, today issh 7th of january 2007... already more than 1/2 a year counted moi longest liaoz wor. Cannot leave me de k? haha.. i also like HoR XinG like tat will bug u de.. unless u kill me i will come and disturb you de norhx! hmmmm... than dunno wat to say on this blog post but still love you and wan u to get it into ur head that i really do, i dun love anyone else except u wor! so hope can trust me on this one k? maybe sometimes i really like a jerk that i know but than sometimes maybe that i dunno what am i doing or its stupid really to do that to harm our relationship.

Now i just reach home, Toking to you on the phone while writing this than hope today onwards u wun feel that i am cheating on u or dun love you all that kind of stuff cause i still love you and den hope u dun tink it that way... i cannot say that i am not cheating or dun love you cause its up to u to believe me anot also. I can only say when i am on the phone with you but than really i do still now and will still love you ... Y?? cause moi baobei isssh the cutest wor!!!! hehe.. okie le write untill here first liaoz.. next time got time than write.. moi neck issh pain holding hp on moi shoulder so end here le. Muacks love ya!!!

Today is 9th december 2006. Lots of things happen le. Somemore i am going to reservist soon on monday. Haiz... Argue with dear again.. sorry i have to do this that always force you like a robot to do all that. but have to do wats right and wrong, what is right and wrong i also dunno. Cause seriously speaking is that its up to what and how you think. Yes you think by not going home all that is right or should i say you are scared to go there.

I wish that you can also stay with me, at night watch mr bean, hard gay, power ranger, all sorts of crap tat make us laugh like crazy always.....Only can say is why can't we do that? no one understands it cause of your age. And if you dun wan to wait, its not your fault and hope you wun think that way. I understand you but i cannot bear to see you get into trouble and regret it later on. Right now is 3.15pm.... when you message me are we counted break or haven, really break my heart le and that i still love you yes i do but really dunno what to do but say haven. and i really do not want to break up.

"Just for me being me, i only can guide you that what adults think and what they wan cause i am in the middle. if i'm in adult thinking, i die die sure want you to do the correct thing and make you dun regret your future, telling you that you still have a future and dun waste it.

If i am a kid, i will wan you to stay with me, watch power ranger, laugh with you. make you laugh, you pinch mi i pinch you all that, look into your eyes and see the eyes that love me and glare at you back saying dun leave me ever and dun tink i dun care about you than saying i love you. "

All i am saying is i am stuck sometimes dunno which side to change my self into. Just like making decision and is it wrong anot. But all i can say that all my decision is base on my character and thats me. Cause i may let you do things. But If you do things that are wrong in my opinion than tats where i only can keep telling you its wrong and hope you understand that cannot means cannot. I sometimes really hate myself for doing that as its wrong to say that you cannot do this cannot do that and making you feel like a remote control care while i am the remote. I really dun mean to do that.

Anyway dear.. Wherever you are, hope you are safe and nothing happen to you. Dun say that you are anything de than dun care dun care about what people going to do to you. As i only hope that you can do what you like, smile always and be happy really. I cannot do much about anything or cannot even do anything. This is much worst for me as the only person that can do something is you yourself. I love you and i always do even now. I dun want to pressure you le.

Hope you can be happy ba.

Dear... dun angry le can? i know i bad bad wor.. no excuse le.. next time i arrive home liaoz call you first thing can ma??? dun angry le ahhh...!!!! Sobz, today monday, have alot of fun just meeting you and hang out wif you de. Only sad thing is the part where u wanna meet ur fren. Dunno is i jealous or wat whenever u meet those guys i worry like siao than like argh.. haiz...


Say sorry again. Let u bite me for another 30secs can ma? plz plz plz? sobz sobz... set let u bite 1 hour k? but in installments can?

dear..i hate you larhss.you fuck siia..haiis..you ask mie type the blog den i type very long..den you typr untill so damn derhhs short ..haiis..bad larrhs you..dunn wanna talk to you animore larhss..haiis..tonight i go home,i go kill the tortise..i will cut of the head and the hand..plus the legs..I WAN TO KILL XIAO ANDREW AND YOU!!!!!!!!! hate you larhs..i make sure when my korkor eat you, even the bones also dun have..lalalalalalalala!!!!!!hahahahs..stupid andrew...hATe you..if you type short wan again, den i cut my hand in front of you...jOKING LARHS...hhahahass..

hmmm.... long time never write this blog le..`~ haha.. today bought a tortise for mi bao beiZ~~ hmmm.. hope she like it very much than now 11.50 liaoz~ i also dunno what to write also~~ lol~! only know i love me bao beiz very much~ but gonna get 2 more xiao laopo soon le~ baby and baobei~! haha~ k le stop here first....tomolo than continue writing~

mie and my hubbies neber quarrel liao..so happii wors..now i learn how to play dota liao..den at least can understand him more bahs..hahahs..today ish our four months anniversary wors..love you very much wors..heard tat you everytime say this and tat, im the first one all this..make mie feel so happi..the thing you say make mie the most happi derhhs ish you say im the most understand you derhhs...hahahs..heard tat damn happi lorhs..ii will contiune to try understand you even more den now okie??i promise..hmmm..hope tat your coughin faster okie wors..see you keep counghind,xin also very derhhs tong..cux i cant do anithing to help..haiis...muacks..love you lots wors..really hope tat the two or three years can come faster lorhs..hahahs..so tat everyday can see you and kiss you hug you..hahahs..dunnoe why when you hug mie tat time,i feel realli very happi lorhs..den feel like going to ORH ORH lorhs..hahahs..yes..my hair long lerhs..finally hahahs..ermm..dunnoe wat to write liao..siians..hahahs..den stop here liao.. muacks..love andrew 1314!!!!!


*:)signed off(:*
your precious laopo..

Love Ya~!~!

Hi baobeiz... hmmm like you say i long time like never write blog le wor.. hmmmm now i writing le, how to say ah? you still cute and will become more cuter de.. hehe...~ pass by a few days since we quarrel le.. diaozZ.. dunno when is the next time also..( also hope no quarrel la!!) just now go ginza pei mike play dota awhile than play i tink 1 1/2 hours than finish le smk liaoz go home... hmmmmmmmmm mmmm mmm... reach home le but moi lao po haben reply me my sms also.. dunno what cha doing le... see how ba~ now 9.30pm le. eating me dinner than see when baobei laopo pick moi phone up ba..... ~


Anyway bee bee... dun afraid that i will leave you cause i wun de. than must take care of yourself more and dun angry so easily k? (wanna say you got improve alot le wor!) but also dun keep it inside your heart if u feel uncomfortable cause i'm your listening ear de. wish to know all sorts of things about you than like that more can understand you. Althought now still a bit not so completely understand you, but i still wanna be wif you can know, find out more about you and than if possible ...... you know wat la! haha... :P


Okie le.. stop here liaoz le. if not say i niam keng liaoz le.. haha..`~ miss you alot wor and than tomolo tuesday i off day so morning i call you when u going to ag than sleep awhile than i go your house fix the comZ k~? muackx love ya and lots of kissess waiting for you! :D

this few days realli very sad lorhs..yesterday (17/10/06)andrew realli cannot tahan mie liao..he choose to break with mie..haiis..but in the end we patch larhs..den today we quarrel again bcux i cut my hand..i find tat i realli too much..cux i even throw the ring in front of him..haiis..dunnoe wat to say..at least he forgive mie bahs..i can promise tat i won say another leave words..but now i still very sacre..i scare we will be like today again..i realli feel like hugging him and dun let go..but its impossible..i know..he also need to work all this and tat derhhs..so no choice..haiis..and today ish the first time tat andrew help mie wear back my ring..haiis..dear..i know you dun wan mie to leave you..and i also know tat you wun leave mie..you should know tat if i say break this word,you will neber agree derhhs..but if you say so,i will agree derhhs lehs..so pls..dun say tat words animore..okie..we are no longer puppy love love okie..you are my laogong..not boifrens..okie??ai ni..love you..rmb our promise hors..if onli i cut my hand den you cut..okie??but if i didnt,cut,you also dun cut hors..rmb arhs..
hahahs..stop here liao..buaii.